My mandala in art class taken in 2008

My mandala in art class taken in 2008

Sleepy kitties (left to right = Precious Angel and Tiger taken in 2008

Sleepy kitties (left to right = Precious Angel and Tiger taken in 2008

My mom's plant "Dusty" from work. Taken 12/15/09

My mom's plant "Dusty" from work. Taken 12/15/09

Elysian (AKA "Heavenly") peace!!! 12/15/09

Elysian (AKA "Heavenly") peace!!! 12/15/09

Me having a FUN holiday season. taken on 12/15/09

Me having a FUN holiday season. taken on 12/15/09

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Hope this makes you smile and have a better day



This is Harry Henderson from the movie "Harry and the Hendersons"

MMMichael and me Easter morning 2010



The pic of me and Michael was taken on Easter morning. We've known each other for 1 year now. :oD

me on Easter 2010


These Annoying Mood Swings


ello boys and girls. I’ve been up to a lot, and I’ve decided I’m going to update here more often. My fave channel lately’s been CNN. I like to keep abreast of all what’s going on in the world like all these earthquakes in the world in this short time of 2010. Then…the oil spill. People are building basements ‘cause they say “It’s the end of the world as we know it”. j/k. Yes, I got that quote from a song. I like checking out cnn.com more than watching it on tv. I also like watching CNN because of Anderson Cooper. He’s a hotty for a older man.
I’ve been majorly depressed lately. I isolated myself and thought there was no hope at all. But, my p doc changed my meds and I feel better. My major depression affects my physical health too making me exhausted, weak, and feel like I’m carrying heavy weights everywhere. Nevertheless, I would sit most of the time.
When I’m not depressed I’m very productive. My normal obsession is the gym. I’ve been wanting to take ParaTransit bus (a bus for disabled) to the gym, then to the library, and back home. I’d love to go to the gym for 7hrs M-Sat and 3 hrs on Sunday. That sounds fun because I really want to get healthy fast. If I go to the gym that often I’ll be like working at a job (which I like). I’d also love to go to the library. It’s where I discovered a self-help book called “Success For Dummies” by Zig Ziglar. You may get discouraged from reading a “for dummies” book, but I recommend it for everyone. You’ve nothing to lose. Lately I’ve been into the whole “health” thing, from nutrition to exercise. I must say, I find it easier to exercise for long periods of time than dieting. However, if I spend plenty of time going places, I quickly don’t feel hungry.
I want to be a psychologist and psychiatrist. I have such a love for psychology and love helping people get over ruts, and it helps me too. I just discovered a old college book called Psychology in my closet. It sounds like a lot of FUN to read and I’m going to start reading it tonight. I also love “Depression For Dummies”, and “Anatomica”. Yes, I love studying the human body. It’s amazing and I wouldn’t mind taking college courses on it even though I want to be a psychologist and a psychiatrist. Some people call me “obsessed with mental and physical health” but I say “healthily driven”. Another thing I don’t do when I’m depressed is, read, and I stop all my other hobbies and interests.
This morning I woke up motivated. As my dad would say “places to go, people to see”. I admit I was seeing another man when I was going out with Michael. He has gray fur and one green and one yellow eye. ;o) His name is “Grayson” because he’s gray and he’s a son. He’s one of my best friends and out of all the cats I’ve had, I love Gray the most. Loyal and faithful, Grayson usually is on my lap or tailing behind me. He’s a rare find!
When I’m well, I’m the bestest friend and care giver in the world to my loved ones. But when I’m not feeling well, I can hardly take care of myself. Rest assured, I’m seeing a good p doc, finally.
My latest fave books besides the psychology ones, are “Become A Better You” by Joel Osteen and “What’s Age Got To Do With It” by Robin McGraw (Dr. Phil’s wife). Some other good reads you should check out are “You The Smart Patient” which help you get the most for your health, and “Merck Manual of Health and Aging”.
Anyway, God bless All. Take care. Lata alligata
Sincerely,
E

The pic above is my stalker, Grayson